There is a time being a stalker is a good thing

Bismillah...

Alhamdulillah praise to Allah as we still be given the opportunity to breath, smell, walk, be happy, have parents and friends and do whatever we like. Sometimes we forget to appreciate those small things. We always complaining on what we do not get and forget those what had Allah give us before. This always happen to me too.

Astagfirullah...

There is one incident that makes me ponder on this issue. (Alhamdulillah as Allah give me taufiq to thing about it). Recently, there are many new friends added me in FB. First off all, thank you for adding me. :) But started from that, I become a professional stalker (should I call it a detective?). Hahaha. Sound scary? HAHA. Okey2. I'm not actually really stalking. But it's more to know my new friends more. It is a better explanation? :)

I was not to excited to read my new friends wall actually. But something had grabbed my attention. Many of them are orphans! It's really sad to read their status. When I see them in real life, they look happy and cheerful. But when I read their status, they made me sobbed.

Some of us may call this incident is coincidence. But I think Allah wants to tell to me to appreciate and love my parents wholeheartedly. We don't know how long can we serve them in this dunya. As we still have the opportunity, do it.

I love my abi and ummi!

And you, who still have parents, be good to the orphans especially your friends. Don't you want to be Rasullullah in the heaven?

For my dear orphan friends, keep praying to Allah for you parent. Because Allah's Messenger [صلی اللہ علیہ وسلم] said: "When a man dies, his good deeds come to an end except three: ongoing charity, beneficial knowledge and righteous offspring who will pray for him."

May your parent and you will gather in Jannah. Ameen.

"O Ya Allah, do not hold us responsible if we forget or make a mistake. O Ya Allah, do not lay on us a burden such as You laid on those before us. O Ya Allah, do not impose upon us that which we have not the strength (to bear). Pardon us, and forgive us, and have mercy on us. You are our Lord-master, so help us against the unbelieving people"

Wallahu'alam.

I'm not perfect.

Bismillah...

Alhamdulillah i had finished my last paper few days a go. What a relief!  This is the hardest part since I was in uni. I don't know what did  I "goreng" on the papers. Almost papers were very difficult. Seriously!! Once, there was my friend cried after end of 1 very killer paper. No one of us left the hall, that time without groaning.NO ONE. See, how difficult it is. But , when I tell my friends on how difficult it is, then they will say  " alaa, tipulah susah.. awak pulak. Kan budak pandai. takkan rasa susah punya."

How frustrating it is.

Not everyone perfect. Bukan semua budak dekan tu boleh jawab soalan dengan tutup mata je. They also ordinary people. Who also faced difficulties.

So, be with them. They also need friend to support them behind. Susah dan Senang. This what we call ukhuwah.

May be blessed to everyone.

Thanks to God la Muslim

Bismillah..

Pernah tak kamu travelling menaiki KTM baru? It's white in colour. A high speed train. Pada mulanya saya agak terujua untuk menaiki train tu. Al-maklumlah 1st time. Saya menjangkakan saya akan sampai 2 kali ganda lagi cepat dari menaiki KTM lame tapi.... hipotesis hanya tinggal hipotesis! You know what.. we took about 2 hours to arrive to our place. Gayenye dah macam Kuala Lumpur-Melaka je. Padalah nak sampai klang dari mid valley x sampai 1 jam pun. Sepanjang perjalanan, adalah jugak beberapa kali train berhenti lama. Mareka masih dalam adjusting process train baru itu.

Walauapapun, kita kene percaya, setiap yang berlaku tu ada hikmahnya. Kelihatanya perjalanan yang panjang itu tidak sia-sia begitu sahaja. Alhamdulillah..
Sepanjang perjalanan, saya di takdirkan untuk berdiri di sebelah seorang dokter wanita yang agak berusia umurnya. Melalui pemerhatian saya, dia seorang panganut agama kristien (necklacenya membukikannya!). Kedengarannya di sedang rancak berbual dengan seorang kanak-kanak muslim. Agak tidak dengar apa yang di bualkan tapi seperti suatu yang menarik. Saya terus berdiri di situ sambil berdoa supaya dapat cepat sampai. Waktu asar dah nekat habis!

Alhamdulillah, setelah agak lama berdiri, seorang penumpang bangun untuk turun. Saya hanya membiarkan sit itu kosong dan memberi laluan kepada wanita itu sudah tentunya kerana dia lebih berumur daripada saya. Namun, wanita itu senyum kepada saya dan berkata:

" Now, who's going to sit? me or you?"
Saya agak tekejut di situ, selalunya bila ada sit kosong orang yang agak berumur akan terus duduk sebab dia tahu, orang muda takkan berani nak duduk kalau ada orang tua kat situ. Sungguh beradap wanita itu!

" It's okey madam, you may sit"  ujar saya dan tersenyum.

"Thank you"  dia terus duduk dan membalas senyuman..

Keretapi itu meneruskan perjalan. Kuasa tuhan, sekali lagi keretapi itu berhenti, Dan rasannya seperti akan berhenti lama. Lampu train asyik on off je Semua orang dah lenguh-lenguh berdiri termasuk saya. Sekali sekala saya akan menggoyangkan kaki untuk menghilangkan kelenguhan. Tiba-tiba wanita tua itu berdiri.

" I have enough rest. You may sit here. It's okey. we can change time to time" dia terus tersenyum.

"But madam..." tergamam lagi sambil tak tau nak buat apa. Orang yang duduk disebelahnya hanya tersenyum.

Saya pun duduk dengan rasa bersalahnya. Bagaiman seorang kristien boleh berkelaluan baik sebegitu. Sedangkan ramai je saudara semuslim yang muda yang duduk di dalam train tuh. Mereka yang sepatutnya memberi tempat duduk kepada saya. Bantu membantu antara satu sama lain. Kita bersaudara bukan? Bukan saya mengharapkan tempat duduk, tetapi saya agak berasa malu sebab yang memberi bantuan adalah orang bukan saudara seislam saya. Kita yang islam yang patutnya menunjukkan contohnya yang baik.

Saya hanya duduk untuk beberapa minit dan memberikan tempat duduk kepada orang lain pula.

MALU..

Selepas lebih kurang setengah jam berhenti, akhirnya train itu bergerak semula. Kedengaran seorang kanak-kanak muslim bersorak gembira.
Hooray..hooray!
wanita itu hanya tersenyum lagi.
"Thank you to God, Thank you to God!" ucapnya.

Sekali lagi saya berasa malu. Macam nak sorok muka dalam almari dan tindih dengan 15 helai selimut. Kalau agama lain tahu bersyukur, bagaimana pula kita yang berpegang pada agama yang Haq? Bukankah kita sepatutnya sentiasa bersyukur pada Allah.

"Dik, ucap Alhamdulillahlah" tegur seseorang. Lalu terkumat-kamit dia berhamdalah.

 “Hanya sedikit dari kalangan hamba Ku yang bersyukur”. (34:13)

Astghfirullah...

 

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Kanak-kanak perlu di ajar untuk bersyukur kepada Allah. Bukan kanak-kanak sahaja, Yang dewasa pun. Tak rugi pun bersyukur. Lagipun pahala pun dapatkan?


Moga kita dapat pengajaran daripada kisah ini..
Maaf jika ada yang salah..

Wallahu'alam

Semangat new sem!

Bismillah...

It is new sem...
Lets start it fresh
bygone be bygone
Niat baru
Semangat baru
Azam baru
May be blessed~

It's the new challenge beb!

Allahumma yassir walaa tu'assir. Allahumma laa sahla illa maa ja'altahu sahlan wa anta taj'alul hazna idzaa syi'ta sahlaa.

Wallahu'alam

Trip to Arau- Recalling the past~

Bismillah...

Alhamdulillah, telah selamat sampai daripada Araustralia Arau, Perlis.Tempat yang memberi 1001.342 kenangan kepada kami yang sempat beberapa sem belajar di Menara Gading kat sana. Kedatangan kami yang mula-mulanya nak buat surprise di sambut dengan suprise jugak oleh kawan-kawan kat sana.. Boleh pulak kami gembira-gembira datang dari jauh tetibe depa buat don't know je. Haru. Tapi keadaan tuh belanjutan untuk beberapa detik je. Then,semua melepas rindu dengan gumbiranya until the end.

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First impression sewaktu kami sampai sana " X sangka dapat jejak kaki kat sini lagi. Alhamdulillah." (mata bersinar-sinar melihat pemandangan arau).  Walaupun sekejap je bermukim kat sana, ia tetap meninggalkan sangat banyak memori dan memberi ibrah (pengajaran) dalam life nih. Ya, sangat banyak. Kadang-kadang kita tak perasan, benda yang happened dalam life kita tu lah yang mengajar kita jadi dewasa kan? Boleh jadi benda baik atau benda buruk. Contohnya, cam gaduh dengan kawan until something big thing berlaku membuat diri kamu menyesal seumur hidup. Because of that, kamu menyesal, bertaubat dan berazam untuk berubah jadi baik and act like an adult. Itu satu contoh. dan setiap orang ada pengalaman mereka sendiri.

Mengingati kisah lalu juga sometimes boleh membuat kita jadi kuat. Sebab kisah-kisah itu sentiasa menjadi pendorong kita time futur(lemah). Bila kita ingat balik camne kita ngan geng2 kita harungi mehnah dan tribulasi sesame untuk berjaya, kita boleh jadi semangat balik. Ada seorang tuhcerita, dia akan semangat bila dia ingat balik camne dulu diorang kene denda dasyat sangat time korikulum. Pegawai tu kata kalau sorang buat salah semua akan kena. So, diorang semue pakat buat yang terbaik sebab tak mau susahkan kawan diorang dengan kesalahan diri mereka sendiri. Finally,berkat usaha dan doa, diorang semua berjaya hadapi cabaran itu. Dia  kata, semangat tuh dia akan ingat sampai bila-bila. Selain itu jugak, orang selalu cakap, orang yang berjaya belajar dari kegagalan. Itu betul. Kalau kita ingat balik betapa susahnya dulu kita nak recover balik lepas gagal, takkan senang-senang je kita nak sia-siakan usaha kita tukan?

Kenangan manis. Kenangan tawar, Kenangan sedih. Kenangan comel. Dan segala jenis kenangan, sangatlah berguna bagi sesiapa yang mengingatinya untuk membaiki diri jadi lebih baik untuk kehidupan akan datang. Toksahlah simpan dalam memory minda kita je. Jadikannya sebagai pengajaran okey?


Wallahu'alam..

P/S: jutaan terima kasih kepada comrad2 di arau yg sudi melayan kami.. hehe.. May be blessed~

The advantage of a bad memory is that one enjoys several times the same good things for the first time.
~ by Friedrich Nietzsche

your turn: 21st birthday

                                                                 

Bismillah...

All praise, gratitude and thank you to Almighty God, the Lord of the world and all players and blessing are upon our prophet Muhammad, his family, companions and followers.

This month, i officially turn 21. Oh yeah, big girl now! 21 an age most people can't wait to become. This is the birthday that officially makes them of age. 21 is the license to do all the weird stuff in the world. I saw this quote:

Now you are 21 you can do things that you couldn't have done before...or should I say, shouldn't have done before.
~Unknown Author

It is?

But, i don't feel anything special about it. A bit. A few months ago, I quite excited for  my 21st birthday. I was wondering, when I reach 21 I can do anything, get my own car and travel over the world myself! haha. Nonsense dream.
Nonetheless, when the day comes, i was like... "it's my birthday. older. Full stop. (continue to sleep..zzzz)



It's supposed to be a happy day on your birthday. I did.  But, something deep inside, made me snap. I keep pondering, what have I done do myself and my own deen past 21 years? Did I really contribute to this Deen? Have i being a good Muslim? *dush*. It's so embarrassing that you claim yourself as a da'ie, a muslim of course, but you not act like them.
Astaghfirullah.. Forgive me Ya Allah!


 Increasing in age means that I need to face more challenges and work harder to live in this creepy world. Somehow, i'm quite afraid. But it doesn't seem so hard if you follow Allah rules right?  Our responsible also will be greater. An unknown author said:

"I don't know what all the fuss is about turning 21. By 21 you should realize that birthdays just mean more responsibility. So remember to be more responsible."

100% agree.

Actually it doesn't matter how old you are to take responsible especially responsibility toward the Ad-deen. No need to wait until 21 years old to take resposible. There are many Islam's heroes show  they can bear the responsible to raise Islam at young age. You know Mus'ab bin Umayr? He went to Medina to preach Islam alone when he was 16 years old! That is incredible. YOU! Can you do like he did?

-bowed in shame-

Ya Allah, please guide me through to a better life!

Last but not least, I would like to thank to everyone that pray for me on my birthday and wishing me happy birthday! And to my family jazakumullah Khairan for supporting me for this 21 years.Also sahabati, syukran jazilan for being with me in this MEDAN! May all of you be blessed.

wallahu'alam..



p/S: dah boleh mengundi :) hehehe

Sakit itu PENGHAPUS @ PENAMBAH dosa?

Bismillah..

Alhamdulillah, masih Allah kurniakan hidup ini untuk bertemu Syawal lagi bagi menyambut kemenangan selepas berjaya mengcontrol nafsu di bulan Ramadhan.

Farewell Ramadhan. Moga jumpa lagi Tahun depan.

Ramadhan yang lepas banyak memberi pengajaran. Ya, pengajaran yang tiada bandingannya. Terutama my 1st ever experience berbuka dan moreh di hospital. Bahagian ortopedik lelaki. Sebelum tuh, betulkan fikiran anda bahawa saya bukan berpractical atau bekerja di sana. Hanya sebagai pelawat dan penganalisis behavior (kerja tambahan :P). Sepanjang seminggu di sana, conclusion yang saya dapat daripada inference dan hypothesis yang saya buat, saya mendapati bahawa

" Ramai yang kantoi PUASA apatah lagi SOLAT!!"

Serious!! x tipu oo!! Mungkin ramai yang akan kata "orang sakit, kan ade yang Dokter x kasi pose" kan? kan? kan?

Ya, itu saya tak nafikan. Tapi, saya ingatkan kembali- ini bahagian ORTOPEDIK. Department yang menempatkan pesakit- pesakit yang sakit berkaitan tulang. Kalau setakat patah tangan dan dokter kate, x cucuk insulin pun x pe,- bukankah wajib ke atasnya berpuasa? Puasa bulan Ramadhan adalah wajib. Perkara wajib yang ditinggalkan adalah DOSA. Bukankah sebenarnya sakit Allah berikan kepada kita untuk menguji dan menghapuskan dosa kita? 

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w:

Tidaklah seorang muslim tertimpa suatu penyakit dan sejenisnya melainkan Allah akan menggugurkan bersamanya dosa-dosanya seperti pohon yang menggugurkan daun-daunnya

(Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)

Satu perkara yang menyedihkan saya adalah, sudah terang lagi bersuluh sign "TIDAK BOLEH MAKAN DAN MINUM" terpampang di katil pesakit, apa salahnya puasa je, dapat kurangkan sket jumlah yang kena ganti nanti. Ini tak, siap boleh makan dan minum lagi, walaupun fruits dan air masak. Astaghfirullah..

P/s: Saudara dan saudari, makan dan minun before operation boleh effect on your bius nanti. So beware!

Jika puasa pun tak buat, solat apatah lagi. Sepanjang seminggu saya di hospital, saya hanya nampak 2 orang sahaja patients yang solat. seorang pak cik dan seorang budak UPSR. hoho.. Saya kagum dengan budak 12 tahun tu (sambil tepuk tangan dengan kuasa 120 megawat).
Ok, itu apa yang saya nampaklah, mungkin ramai je lagi yang solat yang saya tak sempat saya usha. Husnuzon..husnuzon (bersangka baik).

Namun, Pak cik katil sebelah, buatkan saya tak mampu nak menahankan kehusnuzhon saya. Setiap kali time solat, tidak pernah kelihatan tanda2 untuknya untuk solat. Bila warisnya datang melawat, tidak pernah pula saya lihat dia berusaha untuk mengambil air kepada pesakit untuk dia berwudu'. Selepas berbuka, mostly waris pesakit berlumba-lumba nak pergi surau sebab surau boleh memuatkan seorang sahaja untuk satu-satu masa. One day, ketika saya sedang bersiap untuk bermarathon.hehe. kelihatan waris di katil sebelah masih menikmati juadah. Namun, hari itu saya terlambat sedikit solat kerana menunggu turn telekong. Setelah selesai, saya pulang ke katil, kelihatan waris di katil sebelah masih tak berganjak. Eh, tak pergi solat ke? terdetik di hati, kalau waris pun tak solat, pesakit apatah lagi.

Astaghfirullah.

Teringat kta-kata seorang ustaz :
" Sakit itu penawar. sakit itu akan dekatkan kita lagi kepada Allah.Bila kita sabar, dosa-dosa kita insyaallah akan gugur. Namun, bila sakit tu jauhkan lagi kita, maka itu adalah BALA.."

Astaghfirullah..

Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus, iaitu Jalan orang-orang yang telah Engkau beri ni'mat kepada mereka; bukan (jalan) mereka yang dimurkai dan bukan (pula jalan) mereka yang sesat. (1:6-7)


wallahu'alam. Moga bermanfaat.

cherish your life in dunya

Bismillah...

Sometimes, sitting alone will bring us thinking out of proportion unconsciously.  kan? All those quaint things can suddenly emerge on your mind screen. I did it too. Once, i thought- how can i grow up so fast? Feels like was born yesterday..huhu

1992

2011

I bet 90%  of people do not realise that they already grown up! T'hat's why we can see old  adult acting like a teenager. Accepted assumption huh?  or you can flashback on your 20th birthday- what did you think on 00:00 am that day? "It's my birthday again. Eh, am I 20 today? next year dah boleh mengundi...old"... time running so fast.
how come 20 years= 7300 days=175200 hours=10512000 minutes become too short?

let's see the time line.
1991: Doctor: " congratulation sir, you got a cute baby girl!"
          Abouji: Alhamdulillah!!!
1992: Still a mere kid that cannot remember or understand anything. Or  you did? *sceptical

1993-1994: We did a lot of stuffs but can't remember it. Maybe a little of them.

1995: Went to kindergarten.Playing, Fighting, studying (seriously study?). *wink

1998: Went to primary school.. The most enjoying life. Started a business by selling stickers to friends..hehe

2003: It's senior year. Although they just 12, they acting like a mature person and started to "usha" aulad. haha. and then someone had issued a statement: " Amboi, UPSR pun x lepas lagi, ade hati nak ada buah hati.. you still got a long journey to go la.. PMR, SPM, Uni.."

2006: Struggling for PMR. Once my friend said " Don't you think that we wasting our times for 3 years studying PMR subject if we don't get 9 A's?  We only will be tested for 5 days for what we had learn."

2008: Faced another important exams. Don't you think we were having exam oriented system? huhu.. Somehow, you must do it well if you dreaming to continue study in university. :)

2009: Eh, result SPM dah keluar? cepatnye. And University life started. Although we hold the title of "mahasiswa", obviously, some of them can't adapt it. They still, quarrel one another, clique,selfish. aiya.

2011: More mature than before. Pondering "UPSR, PMR,SPM- pass it already. Currently in uni.. erm.. berjuang untuk mendapat kejayaan dalam MEDAN ITU.Also tunggu nk dpt ANC je...hehe (amin.) Tp Kalu x sempat camne? eh, kalu meninggal suddenly pulak? enough dah ke amalan. Sumbangan to Ad-deen? Dah selesai ke TANGGUNGJAWAB kita dalam MEDAN ITU?
ponder and heed.

It's look like that we have gone through a lot of things. But how many of them will help us in the hereafter?
How limited is our life and how can we really be sure that we will live until tomorrow.
Wake up from your long sleep! (this command is intended to my own self )


Time will keep moving although your watch running out of battery. Don't make time left us behind. Nothing will change if we don't take step ahead. Success or failure of an individual based on how they manage their time. Good time management = every second is meaningful = book a ticket to Jannah.

" O you who have attained to faith! If you help [ the cause of ] God , He will help you, and will make firm your steps"  47:7

Bad time management = wasting a lot of times = miserable life = regret for the whole life.

"In Falsehood will they be Until, when death comes to one of them, he says: “O my Lord! send me back (to life),- In order that I may work righteousness in the things I neglected.” By no means! It is but a word he says. Before them is a Partition till the Day they are raised up." (23:99-100)
Takotnya!!


Try to work ALL OUT.

So let us strive to make the best of each second of our lives to ensure that each second is spent on pleasing Allah and each second that we waste on that which will not benefit us in the hereafter will be seconds that are wasted and seconds that we will regret FOREVER!

And Allah knows best in all matters. 
Ya Allah, tunjukkan kami jalan yang lurus!


(utk diri sendiri dan rest)

Wallahu'alam

♥ Show our appreciation ♥

bismillah

Sleepless nights

They bleed into days

your energy

I just seem to waste

In your eyes

I can do wrong

You whisper words

And they always comfort me

It's like singing my favorite song

Used to cares through my hair

Kiss on my cheek

I remember it so clear

I heard your heart beat

Did I turn out to be the man

You tried to make me

And I'll never forget it

Hope you never regret it

For all you've done for me

MY HEAVEN IS AT YOUR FEET

Not afraid to crack me down

When I was wrong 

But when people brought me down

You made me strong

so when you feel like bowing out

The roads too long

You know just who to call

I will be there when you fall

I will hold you strong and tall

It's like telling a rainbow

That its colors are graceful

It's like telling a rose

That it smells so sweet

It's like telling the stars

They were made to twinkle

I was made to love you

So that's what I'll always do

♥♥ Love Your mum, Bonda, ummi, mama, ibu, eomeoji,mummy,mak ♥♥

May Allah bless~

Doakan kejayaan mereka!!

Go netballer!!

Semoga dengan riadah ini akan mendapat keredhaan Allah dan menyihatkan padanmu..

Semoga berjaya dalam perjuangan itu!! -20/3/2011-

Dan melangkah jua..

Bismillah...


Alhamdulillah.. I am blessed with the opportunity to further my study. Maybe in our environment, whoever finishes their secondary school will further their study to university. It is a tradition. But in reality, its not.
 I never realize that until I entered to university. Socialize with people taught me to appreciate my opportunity studying in university.


Speaking of which, I had a chat with a friend one day. She told that she really thank to her sister as giving her the chance to further her study. Her sister willing to quit her study and find job to let her sister's ambition come true.SPEECHLESS.


Now i'm in my first semester in new uni. Love to enjoy campus life. New friends, new environment, new culture, more SERIOUS..haha
Btw, not only me who's going to start a new life in uni, my lovely friends too!! ❤❤


Thanks to Kinah for stugguling together in KBM..haha
Good Luck to Afifah- may enjoy aussie!! ~ doakan i'll visit there 1 day~ :)
Ruq: 頑張って!!


Some words for you..

Duhai Sahabat dengarkanlah
Bicara hatiku ini
Meskipun jarak memisahkan 
Namun tiada noktah kasih
Biarlah waktu menentukan
NIlai ukhwah yang terjalin
Teruskanlah perjuangan 
HInga ketitisan darah yang terakhir

Dan aku....Masih disini
Terus mendaki puncak tertinggi hidupku
Dan aku....Terus menanti
Saat yang manis akan berulang kembali
Sahabat........

❤❤

It's a memory.history

Bismillah..
Tercampak untuk 3 tahun di tanah Indera Kayangan bukanlah something yang diidamkan atau di dreamingkn. Tidak dapat bayangkan hidup di Perlis yang dihujung Tanah Melayu. FOR 3 years!!
Tapi tu fikiran 1 and half year ago.

Bila dah hidup di sana..
 1 and half year is really meaningful and unforgettable.
Sangat mengajar to be TOUGH AND FEARLESS, dewasa, meaning of friendship, leadership and many. 

Betul kata pepatah.. when its gone.. baru nk teringat..
After 1 and half year bila dapat offer rasa sayang and sedih nak tinggalkannya. In dilemma for beribu-ribu detik to make decision.

and last.. sorry friends. Insyaallah kita jumpa lagi lain kali. Sorry for all mistakes.
And kena sentiasa ingat..antara golongan yang akan mendapat naungan di akhirat. " Dua orang yang bertemu dan berpisah kerana Allah"

Dah di pesan by someone.." nanti dapat kawan baru jangan lupa kami di sini" - i'll keep that word.

For geng lepak aras 3..roomates.. ACD3Ba, commander, Along pini, acik sham, eyha, norein and rest...
MAy Allah Bless All of you.. and Strive to be best..


wallahu'alam

Uhibbukifillah

Just one left

Bismillah..

Ramadhan.. Cerita happy. lawak,jenaka, sedeh sayu, semua dalam satu..

Ustaz kata orang yang meninggal time Ramadhan nih special sket.. sebab time tuh semua seksaan diberhentikah..

30 August 2009 bersamaan dengan 10 Ramadhan 1430,Pagi tuh time subuh kat Kulim..sms..sms
" Innalillahiwainnailahirajiun. Tok ku telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pd pukul 1.35 pg tadi. Al-fatihah"
Simple syadid sms.. tapi bagi impak yang besar. Serious. 1st time rasenya ada kematian orang terdekat x balik. JAUH. dari hulu peta Malaysia ke hilir peta Malaysia. X pelah. Adalah tuh hikmahnya.
Tapi orang cita,
" Urusan jenazah tokku senang sangat. Arwahyarham meninggal kat hospital, ade je orang lain yang meninggal dulu, tapi dengan kuasa Allah arwah dapat dimandikan dulu. Lepastu solatkan kat hospital sebelum bawa balik. Time sampai kat rumah jenazah di solatkan lagi. ramai sampai 3 saf. Then jenazah di bw ke masjid. Skali lagi disolatkan. 3 kali disolatkan. X termasuk yang solat jenazah ghaib lagi. Bila sampai kat kawasan perkuburan, semua dah siap tinggal untuk tanam je.X lame mana pun."

Aish tu orang yang x pernah tinggal solat dhuha, solat sunat. Macam mana kita pulak yang banyak kantoi nih ?? Think.

Lecturer pernah cakap.. jika kamu peresan x bulan Rejab, Syaaban, Ramadhan banyak kematian...

Eh bukan setiap masa ade je ke orang meninggal??

Esoknya 1 hari lepas tokku meninggal.. ade kawan sms
" Mak cik aku meninggal. tolong ckp kat sir aku x datang klas"
Seminggu sebelum tuh " Mane plajar nih..."
>> "Nenek dia meninggal Puan"

sebulan sebelum tuh..
Kat PI.. "Assalamualaikum, terdapat cerita sedeh, kita telah kehilangan seorang pendakwah yang sangat dihormati.. Ustaz Asri"

Sume tekejut maut. Serious. Adalah yang bersedehan.. sms orng lain beritau..

Conclusion:: Kita amek pengajaran ke?? Terbayang x setiap hari kita menjadi tua??

kena ingat hidup nih nak berhibur x salah, sebab hiburan itu indah, tapi kalau salah memilihnya membuat kita jadi bersalah.. (adaptasi dari raihan..huhu)

Dan Tadi Atuk sorang lagi call (setiap orang dikurniakan dua atuk dan dua nenek x kira masih wujud atau tidak).

" Baliklah raya kat sini" wistful. Haru atuk kol ajak balik raya..
>> " Balik punya!!"

Love ur Atuk..

May Allah Bless...

Road to Indonesia.. hubbun Malaysia

Bismillah..

Never dreaming go to Indonesia.. huh..Rezeki.. although is not far as pergi umrah or europe... but it still overseas!! After a week i've been there i realise that, there are some culture that really different between Tanah Melayu and Indonesia although both have same season, weather, food (namun we were suffered diarrhoea for a few days. ouch not suitable with the foods [Padang and Sunda]). x valetudinarian.Complecated to explain

1) Pantai Barat, Malaysia :

Homosapien 1: Buang je nasik tuh, sikit sangat, kang kalau simpan buat penuh fridge je.. last2 buang jugak. x de maknenye..

Homosapien 2: Layan..



Seluruh Kawasan Indonesia:

A rich man walking happily then suddenly a kid without sepatu (while gendong adik die): Pak, toplong pak, udah 3 hari nggak makan.. tolong pak..


continue to kejar that bapak until that bapak moving inside his car..




aish.. wistful



2) Lets go having luch!! Lapar bangat.. Eh Zohor! No hal lah.. Boleh solat kat restaurant..


Kat mane?? the restaurant's musholla. Can conclude kebanyakkan restaurant die ade musholla.. and the employees never forget to solat JEMAAH

3) The Indonesian people are so valiant and assiduous working and working..


4) Indonesia also teach meaning of syukur.. (nyanyi lagu raihan-syukur:D)

Malaysia vs Indonesia

beautiful trishaw in Melaka VS Bajaj

STAR/LRT VS Metro Bus

Rapid KL VS Angkot

But Keranamu Malaysia..

I can live happily peacefully healthily.. because ... in our shopping complex, x de smokers yg continue to smoking kat semua kedai depan, kanan,kiri(cam istilah jiran dlm buku PI)... Rakyat semua hidup selesa... sbb x delah ramai sgt yg layak msk bersamamu..

We had paint the town red.. seventh haven..

salam

Usim Life Campus

Bismillah..

huh... life is complicated..

My friend and her friend were attend a program in Usim for 4 days n 3 nights. They were lucky to be invited as they were only the delegate for their school to grap all da information bout da tamhidi.
The program was held smoothly although all of them frequently kene wait for 1 hour for an activities to start. Homosapien always like that. haha. So, what my friend said, she learned many things there- Rohani or Jasmani.. Betullah kata pepatah "banyak org byk ragam".. Then she relised that ade org yg lucky dari die n ade org lagi worst dari die.. All wat had she learned and must be share wif everyone..( note version..huhu)
1. Zaman skrg although dah 18 years old tapi still x tertinggal untuk admire
seorang participant ikhwah n took his picture sesenyap.. ade ke lagi org
camtu??
2. Ikhtilat nowdays " x de la dasyat sangat" setakat amek picture ikhwah
face to face n mintak email n phone dieorg (kire biodata la tuh) untuk
personal collection...
n ikhwah tu merelakan n bagi diorg punya private n cofidential data to
Girl yang die x kenal.. (brani tuh)
3. Show her boyfriend picture and tell salasilah boyfriend sebelumnyer to a
friend yg baru kenal for 4 days?? ( huh tahap keprcayaan tahap karma)

4. A participant tuh amek 18 subject untuk buktikan budak SBP pun boleh
berjaya n dpt 16 A for his trial... (ape2 je boleh berlaku if ade usaha
and ME???)
5. Everyone in my room study really hard for their subjects although for

arabic essei.. espicially the medicine n account student..

6. Beli cendrahati untuk ahli keluarga, soo sweet, susah nk cari org yg sentiasa ingat kat family w/pun pergi prog yg x sediakan aktiviti shopping.

Banyak lagi but let it be the history... and everything happend for budak "skola agama" n syariah arab students..

Everything in life that will be the one that teach us how to grow....
This life must ade tujuan n matlamat + spirit...
me... where to go??? '_'

Accident

14/12/2008
today, detik bersejarah bagi my lovely cousin yg telah melansungkan majlis tunangan nyer. Lepas majlis tamat my family and I pun balik rumah. On the jouner, tiba-tiba ade sebuah Van Rusa telan terlanggar besi pemisah kat highway. Then the van berpusing dan terbalik.Pecah semua.Alhamdulillah ade seorang driver tu je. Siap bolh keluar lagi lalu pintu yg berada kat atas.Cuak. Mum terus x ngantuk.Semangat telefon polis suruh datang.We buat andaian die maybe tengah ngantuk time drive.Kami teruskan perjalanan. Hujan lebat mula turun.All of sudden, ade satu lagi car yang senasib dengan van sebelum nie, remuk kat enjin.
Alhamdulillah yg ini x terbalik. Apa- apa pun boleh berlaku.So pandu cermat jiwa selamat.

p/s: klo air tersplash kt cermin kete, jgn brek... nanti kete berpusing!

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