welcome to perlis!!!

Bisillah..

It has been a long time x write on this blog. once, terimbas balik kenangan time kat Hira' dulu- satu qustion diaju kepada sorg kawan.. nanti awk masuk UiTM eh? kn ade mak kat situ..haha.. Dan jawapannnya..ee x maulah. dan dalam 23 org pelajar banat spm 2008, 6 org masuk Uitm temasuk org yg x mau tadi haha..

Byak kisah yg berlaku time MMS. Ramai dah bertanya camne kat Uni?? huhu teruja gak nk beritau. tapi x terungkap dek banyak yg terjadi..

1- Satu hari time tengah jalan nk pergi PI, terasa cam bau org makan gula2..hehe kuat sense of smell.. tengah bahgia jalan, dengan bajet org x nampak dia buang wrap sweet tuh.. nk tegor x smpt lak. continue jalan suddenly again dia buang wrap gula2 tuh.. "hey, buang sampah merata-rata" and org tuh jwb- malas nk pegang.. boleh ke camtu? Doa-doa x de org camtu lagi.tapi bile jalan2 jumpa sampah lagi..aish manusia betullah.

2- Kat PI (masjid) org dok chatting,borak..biaselah bila jumpa kawan.. Alhamdulillah waktu tu x di kurniakan kawan lagi untuk berborak.. Dan kemudian kakak-kakak OC kedepan"tolong senyap!! hormati rumah Allah" sebijik cam kat Hira' dulu.. Time tazkirah lepas subuh, awal2 dah kena warning pasal aurat, solat, pergaulan..x leh berdua-duaan na!! Dan yg slalu dan hampir setiap hari di ingatkn.. Innamal 'amalu bi an-niat.. Alhamdulillah tarbiyah berterusan..

3- Bagus seh!! Dalam 1000 lebih pelajar perempuan muslim. semua pakai tudung!!! hebat.. Tapi..seminggu kemudian lps mms.. aik ramai pulak free hair.. dengarlah desiran2
- x tobat2 lagi ke deme tu?
- lah time mms je ka pakai tudung..etc lg

4- Sume org ingatkn x kira org atas ke tengah ke mane2 penjuru ke- jgn Berdua-duan!! Kang kena tangkap ngan ustaz..wasalamlah jawabnya.. Bagus seh.. x bagi org ikhtilat. Tapi.. besenda gurau ladies gentlement ramai2.. Eh boleh ke camtu? Ramai2 boleh, berdua-duan x leh:( aish


5- Syukur!! masih ada yang ingin mendalami Islam-" eh awak kalau nak masuk IMAM beritau tau,camne ye sebenarnya nk masuk"
>> "maaf saya pun baru masuk, x tau.hee"
that's what we call "kehidupan"

And everyone has their own story..
May Allah Bless..

small world show different life

Bismillah..

"Alhamdulillah dan bersyukur kepada Allah kerana kita masih lagi diberi nikmat Iman dan Islam" teringat kata-kata ini yang acapkalinya disebut time speaker lepas maghrib ke, tazkirah petang ke ULBS ke zaman skolah dulu.. Memang sentences nie nampak macam pembuka kata yang sangat manis skali untuk mulakan ucapan sampai sampai orang pun dah lali, tapi kita sebenarnya x perasan sebenarnya perkataan tuh sangat penting..

Suatu hari seorang sahabat telefon. "Ana ada satu cerita nih, dengarlah.." teruja jugak nak dengar..
"Ana ada seorang kawan nih, lelakilah tapi. Hidup die dasyat sangat. Hidup die sekarang sebatang kara. Menyewa rumah. mak dah meninggal, bapak ada isteri muda, adik kena pas kat maksu dia untuk jaga, adik sorang lagi kat USM. Umur die baru 20 tahun"
>>"So camne leh jadi camtu??" buat gaya x paham..
"Dengarlah dulu, sebenarnya hidup dia bahagi je, tapi lepas ayah jumpa perempuan lain hidup die berubah. Pendek cerita, Mak dia nih mengandung then satu hari accident, koma, abang kawan ana nih x gi jenguk pun mak die sbb isteri die x bagi. Time tuh kwn ana nih form 5. Last2 doctor operate mak die untuk save the baby. Them mak die meninggal. Dgn umur baru 17 tahun dah kena jaga 2 org adik including yg masih merah lagi. Sebenarnya family dia kaya, tapi bapak dia yg conquer dengan isteri baru. alhamdulillah SPM dpt 10 As.Tapi die kate tuh sangat lah teruk.Then dia rase sedih sbb x dapat show dia punya result kat mak dia.Haru.. Dengan kuasa Allah, rupanya mak dia buat wasiat harta dia bagi kat kawan ana tuh. Rupanya saham mak dia lagi besar dari bapak dia. Tapi sebulan gaji dia dapat RM3000 je x bersesuaian dgn pangkat dia as CEO.
>> " panjang tol kisah hidup dia.. sebijik cam dalam cekarama, sinetron pun ada"
"Dengarlah dulu nt nih.. camtulah hidup dia, skrg adik yang kecik maksu pegang sbb x mampu nk jaga.Die un x ingat nama adik die tuh. Condition die pulak dia ade tumor kat brain and jalan cam tempang sket sebab tisu kat kaki koyak. Dulu die budak pandai, ngaji un pandai, tapi since kejadian tuh die jadi peminum, smoking, gi disco.. semualah yg teteruk. Drug je x tau die amek ke x. ana dah try cakap ngan die untuk balik ke sirotummustakim tapi die x mau walau die tau semua yg dia buat salah. Dia kate semua org yg dia sayang dah meninggal.Pak cik dia satu hari nih panjat pokok.. "
>>"pastu jatuh meninggal"
"a'ah"
>>"ana dah agak sebijik cam drama. ntah2 sume cite kat tv adiptasi dari cite dia kot"
"ana pun x tau nak percaya ke x"

Kisah nih continue sehinggalah die accident, koma and hilang ingatan sekarang. at the moment. Nak percaya ke x? Wallahua'lam. Hidup org kita x tahu.Semua cerita nih by conversation kat phone je. Tapi kita sebagai manusia kekadang ada kat bawah, kekadang kat atas.. semua tahu ni. Satu benda yang masih dalam keraguan, memandangkan mad'u sahabat ana nih lelaki sedangkan dia perempuan, camne nak buat? sahabat ana nih memang x de sanak saudara lelaki yg leh take over mad'u dia nih.. Dia pun tahu tentang nih.. sape nk tolong??
May Allah Bless us..
Kita dalam biah yg islamic insyaallah Allah redha. Cubalah untu melihat dunia luar sesungguhnya kita akan dapati bahawa tanggungjawab kita berat. Setakat tengok kat tv dan geleng kepala apa yg kita leh tolong mereka?? Moga dapat pengajaran..

salam

my Dear KAS

 Bismillah...

31 May 2009

Tomorrow is KAS day- the fifth Kem Anak Soleh. Wow!!

That night we (me and other ajk.. haha) cannot sleep..just can temenung kat shiling and think for tomorrow event. huhu scare about the registration. About 60 students has been register. That night when I called all the Fc.. just 2/5 amount them can attend on the first day..Hayya!! How can me(the risauwes pengurus lokasi) and 2 other fc conduct the majlis?? And Allah is the best... On the mornig event day, kak Iman sms me that she will help us at TUDM.. My adeks also were dipaksa tu join me there.. Alhamdulillah. Registration agak topsy-turvy.. tp bolehlah.. Makin lama, makin ramai parents register anak die by walk in je.. tried to tell to the parents to come next week..
>"Puan, rasenye dah penuh, kalau next week still kosong lagi"
> " oh ye ker, tapi saya balik kg "
> "Oh tapi x pe kot, 2 org je"

but the coversation still continue with another 2, 3 parents.. and 2+2+2+.....= 70!!!!
And 4 of us (not including my adeks as they gabung ngan ade 1 fc ikhwah).. conducting the KAS with happy, penat, tension, pening..
Huhu still can't believe that i can conduct about 25 camtu, 7-11 years old boys yg agak 'nakal + lawak balada + byk songeh' yg smpi tahap org x mau jg group diorg.. haha
Tapi x pe.. ini sume khoje dakwah yg x berat sgt as org kat palestin, ulama2...
ikhlaskn hati...

and Kapten Tarmizi said tahniah to us!!!

But the next day...
aaaaaa.makin susah nk dikawal.. sesungguhnya fc dah bertambah lagi 3 org... ape kes??
resit pun x abes bagi lagi
its look like me is not perfect enough to conduct something..
x pe cube lagi.. May Allah help us
Always try our best no matter what..
Kepada sumua fc yg berkerjasama with me, thank you very much, tankje wol, syukran for being a good fc and help to uruskan peserta!!!

dimana kita datang di situ kita kembali

19 mei 2009:

kring...kring..

a friend: Assalamualaikum, hello ma?
mama: w'salam ya??

a friend: Ma, sorry aa i forgot to bring your latter the one that nak fax tuh.
mama: oh never mind. that one can fax later. I've got something to tell you. kenal x a girl named
Alya sofea? ala kelas six years old tuh..

a friend: of courselah kenal my student tuh.. the one yg antr yg paling pandai agama.. (dalam
hati:please don't say she died) nape dgn die?
mama: Dah meninggal dah budak tuh. semalam.kat hospital.pnemoniea.....

Innalillah...

Mati tidak kira tua atau muda... semua orang tahu benda tuh.. dan semua orang x nafikannya tapi bersediakah kita?
Bila ada kematian baru rase meremang bulu roma..time tulah nak fikir bilalah masaku pula? camne kematianku?? takut nak cerita.. but time lain??

complecated to fight nafsu.. ada certain tuh.. tau benda tuh lalai tapi tetap teruskan sebab it will puaskan hati.. Dunia..memang camtu

let us..
-try to help ourselves to save us in hereafter..
-practise to be good muslim..
-Pray for arwah that kid.. moga dicucuri rahmat..

Who will I be???

How to choose
who to be
well lets see
Theres so many chioces now

Be a DOCTOR, be a PERFECT ACCOUNTANT

In my head, a voice says

Why not?

TRY EVERYTHING

Why stop?

Reach for any dream

I can rock

Cause its my life and now's the time

WHO WILL I BE?

iTS up to me

all the never ending

possibilities

That I can SEE

There's Nothing that i can't do

WHO WILL I BE

yES I believe

I get to make the FUTURE

what I want to

If i can become anyone and

know the choice is

UP to me..

Who will i BE

If I decide

I'm the girl to change the world

I can do it anytime

opportunity

Right in front of ME

and tHe Chioce is ALL MINE

I Wanna find who i am

inside

who will be

I wanna show the way that

I CAN SHINE

Persimpangan antara 2..

Bismillah..

Being a "penganggur" is not an easy work, as asyik makan,tido,tengok Tv,surf internet,guling2.. aish no wonderlah 5 month menganggur blh naik 10 kg!! ( huhu estimate je).. then when usha2 my friends blog, most of their new entry is about which should go.. what course and yada.. yada.. Dan this happen to me too.. musykil, runsing, ragu2, doubt..
which to go?? matrix lwn UiTM (haha most my friend dapat nih)
then everyone fr surrounding gives their opinions.. "you should ambil matrixlah easy get scholarship when you finished ur matrix.." ....."UiTM is better, easy to get job when u r graduated from uni.." and more and more..
then what should I do??

-Istakharah lah kawan.. insyallah ade jwpn nyer.. (do my istikharah sempurna??)
-Follow Your heart.. that will be the best choice ( Ye ker?)
- parents choice slalu betul.. ikut je lah

the reSt is [ history]

Kata putus?/ ozz.

Huh..Everyone has their own cara how to choose their choice.. No matter what keep usaha..usaha..and usaha.. look foward.
"x semua yang kita suka baik untuk kita and x semua yang kite benci buruk untuk kita"


Try to tenangkan hati.. May Allah Bless
salam..

Road to Indonesia.. hubbun Malaysia

Bismillah..

Never dreaming go to Indonesia.. huh..Rezeki.. although is not far as pergi umrah or europe... but it still overseas!! After a week i've been there i realise that, there are some culture that really different between Tanah Melayu and Indonesia although both have same season, weather, food (namun we were suffered diarrhoea for a few days. ouch not suitable with the foods [Padang and Sunda]). x valetudinarian.Complecated to explain

1) Pantai Barat, Malaysia :

Homosapien 1: Buang je nasik tuh, sikit sangat, kang kalau simpan buat penuh fridge je.. last2 buang jugak. x de maknenye..

Homosapien 2: Layan..



Seluruh Kawasan Indonesia:

A rich man walking happily then suddenly a kid without sepatu (while gendong adik die): Pak, toplong pak, udah 3 hari nggak makan.. tolong pak..


continue to kejar that bapak until that bapak moving inside his car..




aish.. wistful



2) Lets go having luch!! Lapar bangat.. Eh Zohor! No hal lah.. Boleh solat kat restaurant..


Kat mane?? the restaurant's musholla. Can conclude kebanyakkan restaurant die ade musholla.. and the employees never forget to solat JEMAAH

3) The Indonesian people are so valiant and assiduous working and working..


4) Indonesia also teach meaning of syukur.. (nyanyi lagu raihan-syukur:D)

Malaysia vs Indonesia

beautiful trishaw in Melaka VS Bajaj

STAR/LRT VS Metro Bus

Rapid KL VS Angkot

But Keranamu Malaysia..

I can live happily peacefully healthily.. because ... in our shopping complex, x de smokers yg continue to smoking kat semua kedai depan, kanan,kiri(cam istilah jiran dlm buku PI)... Rakyat semua hidup selesa... sbb x delah ramai sgt yg layak msk bersamamu..

We had paint the town red.. seventh haven..

salam